I got a permanent ban.
I suspect for duck even though I was reprimanded.
I didn't do it on purpose, just out of habit.
  I am asking for a milder punishment

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yes i know you said and wrote but i play cs 1.6 15 years and i always used it. it's hard to change so quickly. I didn't do it specifically. I think a permanent ban is too strong a punishment.
really sorry